Texas Mothers
Mother Love
Betsy Joseph
June 30, 2024
This rainy Mother’s Day morning
I read of an orca mom
who carried her recently dead calf
over a thousand ocean miles.
For seventeen days her black-on-white body
persevered in cold, deep waters
because she was not ready to let go.
Not ready. Not able.
No matter the species, no matter the times,
most mothers share a primal resistance
to a severed connection with their young,
be they living or not.
Betsy Joseph lives in Dallas and has poems which have appeared in a number of journals and anthologies. She is the author of two poetry books published by Lamar University Literary Press: Only So Many Autumns (2019) and most recently, Relatively Speaking (2022), a collaborative collection with her brother, poet Chip Dameron. In addition, she and her husband, photographer Bruce Jordan, have produced two books, Benches and Lighthouses, which pair her haiku with his black and white photography.
Ode to Motherhood
Katherine Hoerth
June 2, 2024
After Pope’s “Ode to Solitude”
Weary the woman, whose every wish and care
these days is this: a newborn baby blessed
with colic. She’s content to breathe the milky
exhale of his cries all night and day.
Whose home is filled with clutter, whose body aches,
whose clothes are stained with spit-up,
whose hair is ever-swirled into a bun,
who somehow still is smiling, drunk on love
or maybe hormones. Blest, the woman who
can absolutely never find an hour
to herself, to shower or to sit in peace,
as the days are ripped away from her,
and suddenly, a month, a year, have gone,
guzzled down the hungry throat of time.
These sleepless nights, the feeding and the rocking
and delirium of joy all fade
to memories. Thus let me live, forever
needed in this world and never left
to rest in peace until he’s grown, and then
I’ll long to live these milky days again.
Katherine Hoerth is the author of five poetry collections. Her work has appeared in Literary Imagination (Oxford University Press), Valparaiso Review, and Southwestern American Literature. She is an associate professor at Lamar University and director of Lamar University Press. Her book, Pandora’s Prairie, is forthcoming from Cornerstone Press in 2025.
Mortal and Immortal
Chris Ellery
May 26, 2024
“Paradise lies at the feet of your mother.”
a saying adapted from Hadith of Prophet Muhammad (pbuh)
On Mother’s Day, I visit her grave at the foot
of mother mountain. Letters on her stone
spell “GOD IS LOVE.” Birds are singing,
fish leaping and splashing in Buffalo Creek.
For mammals like me, a mother’s womb
is the door of mortality. A creature
doomed to perish incubates in the dark
uterus, evolving through watery stages.
With luck, an eager love already feeds
the unborn thing. With luck, a sweet voice
sings into the body, where fate
is already counting down the days.
The water breaks. Pain and pushing and blood
and soon you are here. Mother, standing
in this green day remembering your song
seems worth all the dying.
Chris Ellery is a retired teacher and lives in San Angelo. His most recent collection of poems is Canticles of the Body, which superimposes the Christian liturgical calendar with the Vedic anatomy of Kundalini Yoga.
Generations
Gary S. Rosin
May 19, 2024
old photograph
forever seventeen
Mother smiling...
now only ashes
only memories—
remind the children
Gary S. Rosin’s work has appeared in Chaos Dive Reunion (Mutabilis Press 2023), MacQueen’s Quinterly, Texas Poetry Calendar, and elsewhere. He has two chapbooks, Standing Inside the Web (Bear House Publishing), and Fire and Shadows (Legal Studies Forum).
Mother Taught Me Music
Thomas Hemminger
May 19, 2024
Before I was even born,
Mother taught me music.
The first sound my ears perceived
was the beat of her loving heart.
I heard her gentle alto voice
singing from time to time.
I kicked to the records she listened to
around the small, eastside house where we lived.
I perceived that sound and silence were different,
but that they were both equally important.
Before I was even born,
Mother taught me music.
Thomas Hemminger is an elementary music teacher living in Dallas, Texas. His work has been published locally in Dallas, as well as in The Wilda Morris Poetry Challenge, The Texas Poetry Assignment, and The Poetry Catalog where he recently earned first place in the spring 2024 poetry contest. His personal hero is Mr. Fred Rogers, the creator of Mr. Rogers’ Neighborhood. It was through America’s favorite “neighbor” that Thomas learned of the importance of loving others, and of giving them their own space and grace to grow.
Minor Regrets
Milton Jordan
May 12, 2024
An actively practical woman
Mother insisted she’d inherited
her style from her mother, but we soon
noticed Grandmother’s rebel spark
of impractical activity,
afternoons spent phoning a few old friends,
and her sudden supper decisions
to call Prince’s for hamburgers,
though much later yet, Mother explained,
with some minor regret, her obsession
for proper order, an over reaction
to her mother’s seeming disarray.
Milton Jordan lives with Anne in Georgetown, Texas. He co-edited the first Texas Poetry Assignment anthology, Lone Star Poetry, Kallisto Gaia Press, 2022.
The blind man learned to drive near Bear Creek Park
Herman Sutter
May 12, 2024
late at night
on his mother’s lap
(only ten years old).
Holding the wheel,
feeling it tremble as she let go,
he sensed the car
understood
something he never would.
It was always the same
road. Always the
same hum of the asphalt
rolling away. And always
the sigh of the gin
as she laughed and the sound
of the window rolling down
and the smell of the wet
as they approached the reservoir,
and the sadness of her
remembering: That’s where
your father used to take me when...
And then the laugh.
And always the quiet
afterward filled with the wet
and the gin and the sound
of the wind whispering: Keep
your eye on the road, mister,
even if you can’t see.
Herman Sutter (award-winning poet/essayist) is the author of Stations (Wiseblood Books), and The World Before Grace (Wings Press), and “The Sorrowful Mystery of Racism,” St. Anthony Messenger. His work appears in The Perch (Yale University), The Langdon Review, Benedict XVI Institute, Touchstone, i.e., The Merton Journal, as well as Texas Poetry Calendar (2021) & By the Light of a Neon Moon (Madville Press, 2019). He received the 2021 Best Essay award from the CMA. His recent manuscript A Theology of Need was long-listed for the Sexton Prize.
multiples of seven
d. ellis phelps
May 12, 2024
“…it is better to be whole than to be good…”
—John Middleton Murry
mother
will you
meet me
on the other
side
will you
leave your
resting head
head on over
to the pearly gates
when it is time
~
when it is time
will you
break the veil
of understanding
like eve (formidable
woman) mother
lover
wife
one of us
will you meet me
~
will you meet me
under the tree
knowing (what
we know) and
going anyway
i hope
i never
have to see
him again
you said
speaking of
karma
~
you left
your body
&
me wondering
still whether
(or not)
love is
eternal
~
i haven’t been
good
(neither were you
completely)
lord have mercy
christ have mercy
we tried
i am trying
still to keep
(impossible
commandments)
promises
to forgive
in multiples
of seven
~
you and your
surrender
having gone
before me
—stained
as i am
mother
will you
meet me
on the other
side
d. ellis phelps’ work has appeared widely online and in print. She is the author of four poetry collections and one novel and the editor of Moon Shadow Sanctuary Press (MSSP) and of the digital journal fws: international journal of literature & art where she publishes the work of others
Garden Earth
Skeeter Smith
May 12, 2024
I love when my garden
Blooms and blooms,
Roses all bundled,
Nestled in their petals.
Seeds of various
Fruit and flower,
Emerging from soil
Planted with hope.
My babies are sprouting,
Sprinkle with water,
Each day a new seedling
Sprouts a new flower.
My gardenia
White blooms, pungent
Fills the air.
Sweet peas trailing
Wafting in the breeze,
Smell them as they blossom,
Down the street.
Chocolate mint trails wild,
Varieties in the mix
Fresh herbs for cooking
Rosemary for homemade bread.
Tomatoes
Eat off the vine,
Strawberries so luscious,
Raspberries taste divine.
Cannot pick them fast enough,
Eating in the garden,
Earth to mouth
Not forgotten.
Solace in my garden
God’s nature reserve
Keeps me grounded,
Part of the earth.
Skeeter Smith works in the finance industry with numbers, spreadsheets, and treasury rates. She is a graduate of Arizona State University with a Bachelor’s degree in History and a Master’s degree in Business Management. She is the mother of one and grandmother of three. The most important work in her life will always be within the four walls of her home.
What I Kept
Kathryn Jones
May 12, 2024
The curse of the eldest daughter:
I open drawers and closets,
dig through the belongings of a woman
who did not throw much away;
she wanted me to decide what to keep,
what to donate, what to toss in the trash.
I open boxes on shelves and wonder –
how did she wear those pointed red high heels?
Why did she keep all those skirts and dresses
that no longer fit? How many purses,
scarves, belts did she really need?
I toss them in a stack for Goodwill.
Then I open a drawer and discover
my childhood – grade school pictures,
a notebook about Greek mythology,
colored pencil drawings of every state flag,
a white purse with a decoupage flower
I made for her one Mother’s Day.
I open another drawer and find
every postcard I ever sent her,
from the bottom of the Grand Canyon
to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
When she could not leave the house,
she at least could travel in her mind.
I toss them all into a large plastic box, now
brimming with photos, books, handwritten letters
I cannot throw away. I cart it all home,
no longer feel cursed but grateful that
she chose me, her eldest daughter, to be
the hoarder of love, the keeper of memory.
Kathryn Jones is a poet, journalist, and essayist whose work has been published in The New York Times, Texas Monthly, Texas Highways, and the Texas Observer. Her poetry has appeared in numerous literary journals and anthologies, including TexasPoetryAssignment.com, Unknotting the Line: The Poetry in Prose (Dos Gatos Press, 2023), Lone Star Poetry (Kallisto Gaia Press, 2023), and in her chapbook, An Orchid’s Guide to Life, published by Finishing Line Press. She was inducted into the Texas Institute of Letters in 2016 and lives on a ranch near Glen Rose, Texas.