In the Rothko Chapel, Houston
Vincent Hostak
May 7, 2023
Silence is so accurate…, Mark Rothko
When you fall inside
it is the quietude that arrests, then rests
in all the angles where your bones meet
when you kneel.
Though it’s only held a pose for fifty years,
this place is like the ornament Keats observed:
“foster-child of silence and slow time.”
For all its soundlessness
there is an ecstatic pulse
still trapped in the center of its octagon,
heirloom energy of dervishes whirled,
knees and shoulders pressed Qibla
toward far off Makkah.
It was silence which cracked the obelisk in the pool.
A friend told me that over time
the canvases lost their glow
so they had to be exquisitely cleaned.
“Glow?” I thought. “His oils are the color of ash.”
Then from my own face
I brushed away all aggregations:
concretions of accumulated dust,
imprints from a pillow shared,
fragments of another’s skin,
consequences of imbroglios,
gravity and those years I smoked.
There it was: dancers’ gowns alight, felt caps rustling,
songs of justice spinning. When noise is erased
it leaves slate-colored canals with a glow
pushing outward in all directions.
Vincent Hostak is a writer and media producer from Texas now living near the Front Range of Colorado south of Denver. His recently published poems are found in the journals Sonder Midwest and the Langdon Review of the Arts in Texas and as a contributor to the TPA. He writes & produces the podcast: Crossings-the Refugee Experience in America.